And it hurt just like I thought it would
with a heart of a fool there I stood, empty
(you weren't there with me, you went out to sea)
And when he would smile all I could see was the boy that his mother made him to be and I knew it wasn't what I'd need
(we went the wrong way at full speed)
And when we would walk we would stumble a bit
Talking about how we couldn't commit
No we wouldn't, no we shouldn't
(We lost what we had, oh that's what you said)


I'm not good at fighting off my demons
In strange and scary ways I can still hear em
Talking at me, from the back seat
(they're talking at me, they're trying to convince me)
An orchestra of foes finally chimes in
A symphony filled with sin alway temptin me
Oh and it sounds so sweet
But it was incomplete
your love for me, was incomplete

And I crave you so deep I feel it in my bones the night that we sat on the roof alone, hazy
(the moon was shining, the stars aligning)
And when we would talk I'd study the way that his lips would move and his eyes would change, in a simple way he mesmerized me
(I can't breathe when I look at you.)
But when we would walk we would stumble a bit
Talking about how we couldn't commit
No we wouldn't, no we shouldn't.
(every sunset view reminds me of you)

I'm not good at fighting off my demons
In strange and scary ways I can still hear em
Talking at me, from the back seat
(they're talking at me, they're trying to convince me)
An orchestra of foes finally chimes in
A symphony filled with sin alway temptin me
Oh and it sounds so sweet
But it was incomplete
your love for me, was incomplete

I left pieces of my heart in places that I found myself
most of them were with you
did you leave pieces of your heart too?
or pick mine up and take them with you?

I'm not good at fighting off my demons
In strange and scary ways I can still hear em
Talking at me, from the back seat
(they're talking at me, they're trying to convince me)
An orchestra of foes finally chimes in
A symphony filled with sin alway temptin me
Oh and it sounds so sweet
But it was incomplete
your love for me, was incomplete

and it hurt just like I thought it would
knowing that it never could be, you and me